Last night my mind was running at a million miles and hour, wondering what kind of person I am going to be while on these hormone injections. Would I be the raging bitch from hell who Mark and Harry don't want to be around, or will I just be myself (the raging bitch that...Just kidding).
I am worried that I will take my anger out on Harry as he is at home with me throughout my 2 week treatment, he is scheduled to start school on the day after my egg pick up but that date is just a tentative date and can change or be cancelled at any time.
Will I be able to be patient with him when he is having a bad moment? Man I really hope so. He is such a great kid, he is very energetic and strong willed and he challenges Mark and I every day always testing the boundaries and the limits, but that is kids in general.
So I lay there tossing and turning until about 4.30am, my injection time was going tobe 6.30am, so I wanted to try and get some sleep. Jackson (My furbaby) knew I was restless and he was pacing around outside my bedroom door, so I got up and let him in and he came a lay beside me and I finally fell asleep.
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